God's Will And Freedom Of Choice(MATURE SUBJECT MATTER)

Hi Guys,

I hope you guys don't think less of me because I check out "Shock-Sites" from time to time,I can't explain it,but I and a lot of others have some sort of weird interest in these sites.I know they're disturbing,but somehow I have a natural interest,but I don't know why.It's not like I got out of bed one morning as a kid and decided to look at this kind of disturbing material.

I think to a certain extent,most humans seem to have a natural interest.If I had my way,I would remove these feelings from my brain,but I can't do it.I'm not sure why God infused me and so many,many,other people in the world with this urge.I had a terrific childhood,I have a loving family,I've never lived in poverty,or any dark side areas of violent cities and such.I've never been corrupted by evil people,my family,and the general public that I can recall.

I know that "Good" and "Evil" exists in all humans and the whole earth itself.You can't have one without the other.I like to think I've studied my fair share of Biblical material,but for the life of me,I just can't comprehend why God would instill in me the interest with respect to this kind of material.It's the same with "Pedophiles".Nobody wakes up as a child and says I'm going to molest children when I grow up.So why the hell do these people have this urge,they know it's wrong.

On some of these sites mentioned above,several people leave comments about the videos they've just watched.Personally,I don't do that,but let me tell you,upon reading these messages(some are still visible below the video footage,I don't purposely search for them)them.Some of the comments that others submit,to me,
are truly disturbing to the point that it gives me the chills.So does that make me a wimp?

Once you see these horrific images and videos(for me,anyway)Although the initial shock I got from seeing these for the first time,has worn off,I can't forget them,they're burned into my mind.In my opinion,I think God does this to really make you understand just how truly evil humans can be,and as a deterrent to not view them.One wonders why God predisposes us with a natural interest in something that He knows is not healthy for you.My best guess is that it comes with the freedom of will.

God Bless,
KAZMAIER

I mean no offense to you at all Kaz, but I think those sites are sick and should be removed from the web. They serve absolutely no purpose. Sure, we all have a natural curiosity about death, but to sit and look at those kinds of pictures is no good! It's just not healthy for the mind. As I said before, when people find themselves looking on those sites it's time to turn off the computer and read a book, go outside, workout, or just do any other healthy activity. I hope you do not take offense to that as it is just my opinion

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I mean no offense to you at all Kaz, but I think those sites are sick and should be removed from the web. They serve absolutely no purpose. Sure, we all have a natural curiosity about death, but to sit and look at those kinds of pictures is no good! It's just not healthy for the mind. As I said before, when people find themselves looking on those sites it's time to turn off the computer and read a book, go outside, workout, or just do any other healthy activity. I hope you do not take offense to that as it is just my opinion

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What Boggles me is why God created our souls to be predisposed with the curiosity and interest to view this material.

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